Im scared. I dont want him to move away from me. I really dont. I feel like my life is about to crash around me. I wont even let my mind think about how scared my heart is. Its hard enough for me to have to be two hours away from me and only see him thurday through sunday. But what i would when it was a couple of months. I need to feel him in my arms more than that . I need to . Not just want to. We do need each other. We belong together . I dont know if my fragile heart can handle it. we belong together. I love him so much. with all of my heart. I care about him more than anything. I reallly do. He teaches me so much. I love you nick.